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Hello everyone. My name is Jaci Rae and this is my true love story. When I first began "serious" dating each one was supposed to be "the one." Or at least that's what everyone told me. ‘He's the one for you.’ ‘When are you two going to get married?’ ‘Has he popped the question yet?’  What many people never saw was the inner turmoil of the relationship and the way the man treated me behind the scenes.

Society sees single people as sad and alone, yet whenever I was in a relationship I was deeply lonely.  However, the underlying current of feeling lonely when I was in a relationship was much less when I was single, only now I had the added value of feeling rejected too.  Why? How could I be lonely when I had "the one" sitting next to me and how, when I was single and alone could I feel less lonely than when I was with “the one?”

Other questions constantly raced through my mind such as: Was I always the wrong person? Why wasn't I ever Mrs. Right?

To give you more insight into me and how I ended up in a string of wash out relationships with men who broke my heart and my bank account many times you need a little understanding about my background.

I grew up poor with the added feeling of being very unwanted. My childhood was not a safe one. My Mom wasn't home much because she had to work to support two children as a single mother without child support so I grew up feeling very rejected and alone. Do you see the pattern?

Food was the only thing I could control in my own life and I became very good at controlling it. Sometimes eating nothing and sometimes gorging. Something I still struggle with today. By the age of eight I started on a journey to discover why did harm come to me? Why I was so ugly, stupid, fat and horrible. I ravenously read every book I could find at the school library during lunch and magazines at home. Once I was older and had a job (age 12) I bought books.  It started me on a journey that hasn't stopped; my love of what makes people tick and how relationships work or don't.

Why was I always the wrong one?

Let's move to more recent events. With all my education and studying I still ending up in the "wrong" relationship. Why? I had changed my pattern, or so I thought. I picked people with different backgrounds, different careers, different education, different socio-economic backgrounds and different looks. What was wrong? I always seemed to pick the man who would treat me the worst. The "good" ones only wanted to only be my friends.

During that time I was sought after by friends, family and people who were referred to me to help them understand themselves and their relationships and to "fix" things. Why was I able to help them and not myself? I knew the basic rule that I must love myself before anyone else would love me, but I knew that I could never love myself. I was too ugly. Too fat. Too stupid and any other horrible adjectives I could throw at myself. So I hid myself even further.

The laws of attraction that most of us have heard, but practically no one adheres too, ruled over me. I only attracted those that would hurt me the most.  I hadn’t changed the way I felt about myself, so how could I expect the men in my life to change the way they treated me?

One day, while I was sitting with my then boyfriend a revelation came over me.  The words I had read about, studied and preached to others hit me full in the face. I deserve better and I am not junk.  This man, who had been a dear friend for years, was my boyfriend now and he was horrible to me!  He was a great friend but sucked at the boyfriend gig.

As I sat in the room with a bunch of NFL people I realized many of these men and women needed to score points with themselves and their “loved” ones and not just put a show on so others thought they did.  That’s when the title, “Winning Points With The Woman In Your Life One Touchdown at a Time – How to Score For Men and Women” came to my mind. 

At first I fought writing this book.  How could I possibly mix football and love? I wasn't even a huge football fan! But once I sat down to do so it came out quickly (I learned a lot about football along the way!).  The next step I took to write the book was to interview men and women on the street to find out what their thoughts were about relationships and what made them crazy in them. A year and a half of research later I started the real journey of self-discovery.  I wasn’t the horrible, awful, ugly person I had always believed deep in my soul I was.  I was a kind person who struggled with her weight, but that didn’t mean I didn’t deserve the best. 

It was also at that point that I realized I was much happier being single than being in a relationship and I started to practice the self-love I always spoke and wrote about.  For the next two years I wrote and I was happy, elated actually.  People would stop me on the street just to say how much I glowed.  It was amazing. 

They say love comes when you least expect it and that's what happened to me.  It was during my time of happy singleness, that I met the man who would turn out to be my soul mate.  We talked for hours and I mean truly talked.  I had never really had such in-depth conversation with anyone!

But I ran scared.  A month later I was in a relationship with a man who was fun but a player.  After a month with him I realized what I was doing and headed as fast as I could in the other direction.  I called up the other man and we went on our first date.  He was kind and sensitive (gorgeous to boot) and he even side stepped me from doggy poop on our hike. 

We spent the entire afternoon and well into the wee hours of the next morning just talking and laughing.  However, when I left him for my car I knew I wasn’t going to date him.  My mom called me the next day and asked me how the date had gone. I told her what a wonderful time I had and how wonderful he was.  I then stated firmly, “…but I am not going to date him.”  She said, ‘oh…how sad.’ 

Something clicked inside me at that moment and I turned around and said, “No way!  I am going to date him.” And that’s just what I did.  In that instance I made a choice (and you can too) to change my dating pattern.  I was going to go for the man I wasn’t attracted too.  The man who didn’t have the element of “danger, ” which is what seemed to be underlying in all the other men I had dated. 

Practicing what I preached

That was nearly two years ago and I am still totally in love as he is with me.  We literally spend almost all of our time together (we work side by side as well) and while we have occasional disagreements, we always apologize. We are a normal couple after all!  He really is the most incredible man I have ever known.

So what changed and how can you change your life so you can attract the one person that will treat you like gold?  I go over that a lot in “Winning Points With The Woman In Your Life One Touchdown at a Time” (which I originally wrote for women to read, not sure a man would want to read it but it turned out that was untrue.  Both men and women read and study it.  Despite the title, this book is for both sexes and is not all about Football.  While I do use football language in the book, it’s not a football book per se.)

TABLE OF CONTENTS

FORWARD

CHAPTER 1          Stepping Into the Stadium

CHAPTER 2          Getting onto the Field - Shedding a Little Light on the Complex
                                World of Male - Female Relationships. Why we are the Way we are

CHAPTER 3          Avoiding the Defensive Lineman and the Backfield

CHAPTER 4          Learning to Avoid Incomplete Passes - Communication

CHAPTER 5          Learning to Key - Women Feel Their Words, Hear Them

CHAPTER 6          Hitch and Go Doesn't Work in Relationships - Do What
                                You Say: Say What You Do

CHAPTER 7          The Huddle - Emotional Word Pictures

CHAPTER 8          Getting Benched - the Difference Between a Man's "No"
                                and a Woman's "No"

CHAPTER 9          Making the First Round Draft Pick with Romance

CHAPTER 10        Learning the Playbook - the Memory Game

CHAPTER 11        The Team - True Intimacy, the Road to Becoming Best Friends

CHAPTER 12        Recruiting and Stats - Things Women Need You to Know

CHAPTER 13        The Chemistry of Love - Scientific Facts

CHAPTER 14        Illegal Procedures - Women in the Wallet, Women in the Frames

CHAPTER 15        Adding Value to your Team - Spending and Investing Time

CHAPTER 16        Looking for a Draw Play - Non-Verbal Communication

CHAPTER 17        The Last Pass - How and Where To Meet The Woman or Man In Your Life if You Don't Currently Have Anyone to Score a Touchdown With

CHAPTER 18        Getting into the End Zone Consistently - the Final Word

CHAPTER 19        Relationship Advice from Legendary NFL Clutch-Kickers

CHAPTER 20        Football Definitions, Rules, Penalties and Fun Football Stats

CHAPTER 21        Epilogue

No. 1 Amazon and Barnes and Noble Best Selling Author Jaci Rae

Winning Points With The Woman In Your Life One Touchdown at a Time (Simon and Schuster)